Harp, Jin Shin Jyutsu, and Hummingbirds
Rhonda and I arrived last night in time to say hello to my sister and family. Of course she fed us and we got to play with Samantha’s beloved rats, Tasha and Sadie.
We headed to Marin General Hospital for lab work at 7, grabbed a delicious breakfast at Rustic Bakery in Larkspur (a delicious and beautiful bakery ~ Rhonda was doing some R&D), and were next door at the Marin Cancer Center for my chemotherapy Round 2 by 8:15. My white blood cells were fine, platelet counts low, but OK to proceed with infusion.
A lot of people are asking me if I have a port. No I do not. I am hoping to go through all of the needles required this year without a port, but if I end up needing one because my veins give out or something then so be it (I cannot have shots in my right arm due to lymphedema risk). The Center where I go does not use ports unless they have to which I appreciate. Some people prefer them to being stuck every time by a needle, but not me.
The first half hour or so of my “chemotherapy treatment session” (sounds like a spa, doesn’t it?) I receive anti-nausea medicines. Then come the actual seek and destroy chemotherapy medicines, the red Adriamycin (also known as Doxorubicin) and lastly the Cytoxan (a.k.a. Cyclophosphamide).
Fortunately all the while the waterfall sounds were behind me, hummingbirds were flitting in front of me, and harp music was playing five feet away.
I was supposed to receive Jin Shin Jyutsu on the table after my chemotherapy treatment, but we were running late so Corliss Chan, the certified Jin Shin Jyutsu practitioner at the Marin Cancer Center, came to the infusion room and taught Rhonda and I some “self-help” Jin Shin Jyutsu that we can do at home (she recommends before bed and first thing in the morning) and she did some work on me as well. It is so relaxing.
So these are all the reasons I did not hop on the ipad and do a post from chemotherapy front line. It was too peaceful and fun being in the moment and experiencing what was there for me.
Rhonda did an excellent job as photojournalist and was also incredibly patient with the frequent bathroom stops on the way to and from chemotherapy (the trouble with traveling on days where I am supposed to drink hefty amounts of water).
We had post chemo lunch at Good Earth in Fairfax even though it was way out of our way. It is the most fantastic natural food store around. I have supported it since it was in a tiny little space on Bolinas (I grew up in Fairfax) and I love what it has become. The community is so fortunate.
We rolled into Arcata by 8:00 p.m. in time to put my kids to bed! I was so happy to see my family.
Here is a short video Garrett put together today that captures the time in the infusion room and ends with my fabulous lunch at Good Earth. The song is Loving Kindness by Charity and the Jam Band.
You do make chemo sound like a spa…great attitude…..makes me not so grumpy about it….I look forward to the kind nurse who works at St. Joes where I go….and to it being over…Late October….
What a beautiful gift to us – your bright, beautiful smile! You are so open and appreciative, it makes me smile and cry all at once. And what a great video, thank you Garrett! We miss you all and are so glad we can anticipate visiting you in July. Much love, Mary and Sherif
Your beaming smile and positive attitude is infectious Nicole! I guess some infections are good.
I agree. What a beautiful smile. Thanks for sharing, Nicole.
Even when I am not reading your posts your in my thoughts. It warmed my heart to see you wearing the necklace that has sooo many special meanings of you from all who are pulling for you. Brava Nicole Hugs to you all Marisa
Nicole and Garrett – this is such a moving and beautiful vignette – Thank You for sharing – and giving me perspective –
It is no wonder so much love comes back your way
Maureen
of course the more I watch it the more I see….I am struck by the hummingbird sucking her nectar while you are getting yours…may both of you be happy and may you both be well! love,Melinda
Another amazing post, Nicole. Your beautiful smile and spirit are shining through. It’s like you and Rhonda had a little road trip / holiday with a spa treatment in between. Your approach and attitude are beyond inspiring.
I want that lunch! I so appreciate Garrett’s films of your experience Nicole…tell him to keep them coming so we can, in some way, be there with you. Love you!
loving kindness meditation is the best.
mmmmmmmmmMMMMMMmmmmmmm……
loving kindness ~ the kind that heals & restores ♥